1 00:00:01,335 --> 00:00:07,007 ♪ MTV... ♪ 2 00:00:24,725 --> 00:00:28,796 The numbing shock of war is behind me now. 3 00:00:28,862 --> 00:00:30,264 Pain has taken its place. 4 00:00:34,902 --> 00:00:36,937 Hurts to move. 5 00:00:37,004 --> 00:00:38,106 Hurts to breathe. 6 00:00:39,673 --> 00:00:42,410 The back of my head throbs with every step of my horse. 7 00:00:51,252 --> 00:00:55,523 I look at the world through the hazy lens of fever, 8 00:00:55,589 --> 00:00:57,658 and somehow see it clearer. 9 00:01:11,505 --> 00:01:14,575 Run little rabbit. 10 00:01:22,250 --> 00:01:24,718 What is death? 11 00:01:24,785 --> 00:01:28,589 What is this thing we all share... 12 00:01:28,656 --> 00:01:34,162 rabbits, birds, horses, trees... 13 00:01:34,228 --> 00:01:40,134 Everyone I love and everyone who loves me... 14 00:01:40,201 --> 00:01:41,902 even stars die... 15 00:01:44,104 --> 00:01:46,106 And we know absolutely nothing of it. 16 00:02:23,677 --> 00:02:25,846 - State your business with the fort. 17 00:02:29,683 --> 00:02:30,884 - You're boys. 18 00:02:30,951 --> 00:02:32,286 - State your business. 19 00:02:34,121 --> 00:02:36,089 - Who are you gonna protect? 20 00:02:37,425 --> 00:02:39,627 - I guess I'll protect who needs protecting. 21 00:02:41,762 --> 00:02:43,864 - You should spend some time outside these walls 22 00:02:43,931 --> 00:02:45,666 before you make that statement. 23 00:02:48,602 --> 00:02:51,305 - State your business or be on your way. 24 00:03:01,949 --> 00:03:03,150 - Don't touch her! 25 00:03:04,885 --> 00:03:07,788 - What's wrong with her? We don't need no smallpox. 26 00:03:07,855 --> 00:03:09,390 - She got shot. 27 00:03:09,457 --> 00:03:10,658 Get the surgeon. 28 00:03:12,926 --> 00:03:13,761 - Follow me. 29 00:03:15,028 --> 00:03:15,996 - Come on, baby. 30 00:04:28,135 --> 00:04:30,404 - Major, a woman needs help. 31 00:04:37,345 --> 00:04:39,313 - What happened? - She was shot. 32 00:04:41,181 --> 00:04:43,451 - Gonna need to summon yer staff, Major. 33 00:04:43,517 --> 00:04:47,220 Got two more coming behind-- head wound and a snake bite. 34 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:49,790 - Well, just list the ailments, sir. 35 00:04:49,857 --> 00:04:51,191 I'll decide who to summon. 36 00:04:55,062 --> 00:04:56,196 Looks like she's already been treated. 37 00:04:56,263 --> 00:04:58,031 - Just a battle dressing. 38 00:04:58,098 --> 00:05:00,434 - Is there a battle that I'm not I'm unaware of? 39 00:05:00,501 --> 00:05:02,370 Gunfights do not a battle make. 40 00:05:02,436 --> 00:05:04,204 - Captain. 41 00:05:04,271 --> 00:05:07,608 Gunfights do not a battle make, "Captain." 42 00:05:07,675 --> 00:05:10,711 Believe me when I say, I know the difference, Major. 43 00:05:15,583 --> 00:05:17,885 - This wound is from an arrow. - Mm-hm. 44 00:05:20,888 --> 00:05:24,358 Swelling in her liver. 45 00:05:25,593 --> 00:05:27,127 I suggest you get her to Fort Laramie. 46 00:05:27,194 --> 00:05:28,496 Nothing I can do for you here. 47 00:05:28,562 --> 00:05:31,765 I got no porters, no nurses, no staff at all. 48 00:05:31,832 --> 00:05:34,067 - How can you man a fort without a staff? 49 00:05:34,134 --> 00:05:36,537 - There is no fort. 50 00:05:36,604 --> 00:05:38,338 It's been abandoned. 51 00:05:38,406 --> 00:05:41,509 We're meeting engineers from Pacific Northwest 52 00:05:41,575 --> 00:05:46,179 as they map a path for the railroad north and east. 53 00:05:46,246 --> 00:05:48,749 No more wagons for this country. 54 00:05:48,816 --> 00:05:50,918 Who is she to you? - She's my daughter. 55 00:05:53,621 --> 00:05:55,423 - The arrow hit her liver. 56 00:05:55,489 --> 00:05:57,891 Hard enough to recover from a bullet through the liver, 57 00:05:57,958 --> 00:05:59,292 let alone an arrow. 58 00:05:59,359 --> 00:06:02,062 Those things are filthy and half the time poisoned. 59 00:06:02,129 --> 00:06:05,365 And even if her liver does heal, sepsis is in her. 60 00:06:05,433 --> 00:06:10,337 I'm not saying it can't be beat, but I've never seen it. 61 00:06:10,404 --> 00:06:13,507 - Just get her strong enough to travel, that's all I ask. 62 00:06:13,574 --> 00:06:15,509 - Travel? She's done traveling. 63 00:06:15,576 --> 00:06:17,911 Laramie is as far as she goes. If you're lucky. 64 00:06:17,978 --> 00:06:19,680 Best you can hope for is that she wakes 65 00:06:19,747 --> 00:06:21,615 and you get to say goodbye. 66 00:06:21,682 --> 00:06:22,783 I'll get my bag. 67 00:06:46,640 --> 00:06:47,775 - Move! 68 00:06:56,083 --> 00:07:00,087 - You ain't no soldiers but you're manning a fort. 69 00:07:00,153 --> 00:07:02,322 - We're with the CY Ranch. 70 00:07:02,389 --> 00:07:04,424 The ranch owns the fort. 71 00:07:04,492 --> 00:07:08,762 - CY part of the Wyoming Stock Grower's Association? 72 00:07:08,829 --> 00:07:12,866 - Part of it. Mr. Carey founded it. 73 00:07:12,933 --> 00:07:14,034 - Don't that figure. 74 00:07:14,101 --> 00:07:17,137 - Y'all need rooms for the night? 75 00:07:17,204 --> 00:07:18,038 We rent 'em. 76 00:07:18,105 --> 00:07:19,372 - We're gonna keep moving. 77 00:07:28,415 --> 00:07:29,583 - Where'd they go? 78 00:07:43,564 --> 00:07:44,698 - We head to Laramie. 79 00:07:44,765 --> 00:07:46,834 - All this land is owned by the boss 80 00:07:46,900 --> 00:07:48,669 of those deputies we killed. 81 00:07:50,604 --> 00:07:51,839 This fort included. 82 00:07:51,905 --> 00:07:54,141 - Go north. Hit the Bozeman trail. 83 00:07:54,207 --> 00:07:56,910 - That'll put us in Montana for the winter. 84 00:07:56,977 --> 00:07:59,479 You think this place is wild. 85 00:07:59,547 --> 00:08:03,584 - Ain't gonna take them long for those deputies we killed. 86 00:08:03,651 --> 00:08:05,553 This whole country will be hunting us. 87 00:08:05,619 --> 00:08:06,554 Again. 88 00:08:06,620 --> 00:08:08,589 - Your daughter needs a doctor. 89 00:08:11,792 --> 00:08:15,563 - What's a doctor gonna do for her? 90 00:08:15,629 --> 00:08:17,330 You been to war. I have too. 91 00:08:20,100 --> 00:08:21,735 Three days. 92 00:08:21,802 --> 00:08:24,538 Her liver either heals or it fails. 93 00:08:24,605 --> 00:08:28,375 And if it heals, she's got another week maybe. 94 00:08:30,443 --> 00:08:31,612 - Yeah. 95 00:08:34,281 --> 00:08:35,849 - I gotta talk to my wife. 96 00:08:51,298 --> 00:08:52,465 Walk with me? 97 00:08:55,102 --> 00:08:56,570 - John, go check on your sister, okay? 98 00:09:00,674 --> 00:09:04,077 - We can't wait it out here. 99 00:09:04,144 --> 00:09:05,679 - Why not? 100 00:09:05,746 --> 00:09:07,715 - Doesn't matter why. We just can't. 101 00:09:07,781 --> 00:09:10,450 Ain't no doctor can help her. 102 00:09:10,517 --> 00:09:12,019 Nobody can. 103 00:09:16,690 --> 00:09:19,860 And we ain't gonna lay her to rest here. 104 00:09:19,927 --> 00:09:22,596 We keep heading north. 105 00:09:22,663 --> 00:09:26,800 Where she dies, that's where we stay. 106 00:09:26,867 --> 00:09:27,935 She'll be with us. 107 00:09:30,037 --> 00:09:32,539 And you can visit her any time you want. 108 00:09:32,606 --> 00:09:34,041 - Oh, I'll be there every day. 109 00:09:36,610 --> 00:09:38,646 Until you put me in the ground right beside her. 110 00:09:59,099 --> 00:10:01,068 - I need everyone to gather around. 111 00:10:10,711 --> 00:10:12,713 We're gonna head north from here. 112 00:10:12,780 --> 00:10:15,248 Winter in the Bozeman valley, 113 00:10:15,315 --> 00:10:17,918 then push on to Oregon in the spring. 114 00:10:19,820 --> 00:10:22,022 - No no no. We go to Oregon now. 115 00:10:22,089 --> 00:10:23,523 - In the springtime. 116 00:10:23,590 --> 00:10:25,092 - You promised. 117 00:10:25,158 --> 00:10:27,527 - I'm keeping my promise... 118 00:10:27,594 --> 00:10:29,863 I just changed the way I'm keeping it. 119 00:10:29,930 --> 00:10:32,232 Get ready to leave. 120 00:10:35,903 --> 00:10:39,873 - Captain, these folks need a few days. 121 00:10:39,940 --> 00:10:41,875 Gotta get Josef to the doctor. 122 00:10:41,942 --> 00:10:45,045 - There is no doctor. Just more of those thieves. 123 00:10:45,112 --> 00:10:47,781 And if we stay around here, they're gonna hang us. 124 00:10:47,848 --> 00:10:49,649 - We are staying. 125 00:10:49,717 --> 00:10:52,753 The trail is easy enough to follow now. 126 00:10:52,820 --> 00:10:54,722 We will make it to Oregon without you. 127 00:10:54,788 --> 00:10:55,789 - Suit yourself. 128 00:11:11,338 --> 00:11:15,042 - Wait. Wait... We go with you. 129 00:11:17,177 --> 00:11:18,145 - Show me your leg. 130 00:11:21,214 --> 00:11:22,349 Show me your leg. 131 00:11:30,223 --> 00:11:32,459 You can't drive. 132 00:11:32,525 --> 00:11:34,061 You can't walk. 133 00:11:34,127 --> 00:11:35,362 She can't drive. 134 00:11:36,596 --> 00:11:38,465 How am I supposed to take you with me? 135 00:11:38,531 --> 00:11:39,499 - I'll drive it. 136 00:11:43,236 --> 00:11:47,307 - They're gonna die. - Then they die. 137 00:11:47,374 --> 00:11:51,011 They're free people now. That's what they chose. 138 00:11:54,114 --> 00:11:56,249 - Ain't my job to tell you what to drive. 139 00:12:05,458 --> 00:12:07,460 - We got a herd of cattle just sitting in the prairie. 140 00:12:09,596 --> 00:12:10,563 - Leave 'em. 141 00:12:11,431 --> 00:12:13,400 - What do you want us to do? 142 00:12:13,466 --> 00:12:14,634 - What do you want to do? 143 00:12:15,769 --> 00:12:17,470 - I hate turning my back to ya, but... 144 00:12:17,537 --> 00:12:20,273 If we ain't pushing cattle for you, we ain't much use. 145 00:12:43,396 --> 00:12:44,497 - Where are we goin'? 146 00:12:44,564 --> 00:12:46,900 - Montana, honey. 147 00:12:49,169 --> 00:12:51,404 - Wonder what that'll be like. 148 00:12:58,912 --> 00:13:01,348 - It was a hell of a thing riding with you. 149 00:13:01,414 --> 00:13:04,017 - It was a hell of a thing riding with you. 150 00:13:04,084 --> 00:13:07,587 Wasn't a day on this drive I was prettier than you. 151 00:13:07,654 --> 00:13:09,689 You'll always the be one that got away, Elsa. 152 00:13:09,756 --> 00:13:12,559 - Colton, you gotta be pretty damn good looking 153 00:13:12,625 --> 00:13:15,062 to think the one you never had got away from you. 154 00:13:17,697 --> 00:13:20,033 Go back to Texas, you pretty son of a bitch. 155 00:13:21,969 --> 00:13:22,970 - Ma'am. 156 00:13:34,181 --> 00:13:36,049 - I wondered what became of them. 157 00:13:36,116 --> 00:13:38,018 Wondered if they staked their claim in Wyoming 158 00:13:38,085 --> 00:13:40,120 and built sod houses, 159 00:13:40,187 --> 00:13:44,324 bought cattle and tried to scratch a life from this place. 160 00:13:44,391 --> 00:13:46,894 Or perhaps they fought the winter and braved their way 161 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:49,963 to Oregon, laying stakes in the emerald fields 162 00:13:50,030 --> 00:13:53,133 of the Willamette Valley. 163 00:13:53,200 --> 00:13:56,403 But I'd seen too much of this world... 164 00:13:56,469 --> 00:13:59,606 knew too much about the nature of man 165 00:13:59,672 --> 00:14:03,310 to think either would be their future. 166 00:14:03,376 --> 00:14:06,779 Another future awaited them, and it lay in the abyss 167 00:14:06,846 --> 00:14:10,550 of unmarked graves along the Oregon Trail. 168 00:15:12,145 --> 00:15:13,513 - She any better today? 169 00:15:15,248 --> 00:15:16,683 - She won't take water. 170 00:15:18,651 --> 00:15:19,719 - Mm. 171 00:15:22,855 --> 00:15:24,924 - Your leg is dying. 172 00:15:24,992 --> 00:15:27,460 And the death is working its way up. 173 00:15:29,496 --> 00:15:32,632 Now, we can take the leg... 174 00:15:32,699 --> 00:15:34,034 or you can die with it. 175 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:37,570 Those are your choices. 176 00:15:39,872 --> 00:15:41,208 - You know this? 177 00:15:43,143 --> 00:15:44,411 - I know it. 178 00:15:45,979 --> 00:15:47,114 - You know how to take the leg? 179 00:15:48,781 --> 00:15:49,882 - I know how. 180 00:15:54,554 --> 00:15:55,488 - Take it. 181 00:15:57,890 --> 00:15:58,858 - Okay. 182 00:16:06,566 --> 00:16:10,137 ♪ Lullaby and goodnight... ♪ 183 00:16:10,203 --> 00:16:12,772 - Margaret's been holding out on us. 184 00:16:12,839 --> 00:16:14,674 - She only sings for the kids. 185 00:16:16,343 --> 00:16:17,544 - Not for you? 186 00:16:19,412 --> 00:16:22,549 - She promised me she'd sing at my funeral, 187 00:16:22,615 --> 00:16:26,053 but she made me promise she'd die first, so... 188 00:16:26,119 --> 00:16:28,755 Got horse traded out of my song. 189 00:16:30,923 --> 00:16:33,626 - Women will strike some tricky bargains, won't they. 190 00:16:33,693 --> 00:16:36,029 - I've never come out on the winning end of one yet. 191 00:16:37,497 --> 00:16:39,632 - During the war, I got a telegraph from my wife 192 00:16:39,699 --> 00:16:42,302 that said she was taking another lover. 193 00:16:42,369 --> 00:16:46,106 And leaving with him on Friday. 194 00:16:46,173 --> 00:16:48,541 It was a Monday when I got the telegraph. 195 00:16:48,608 --> 00:16:51,444 So, I got my sword real goddam sharp to slice 196 00:16:51,511 --> 00:16:54,114 that son of a bitch, and rode two days straight. 197 00:16:56,483 --> 00:17:01,888 When I got there she ran out of the house and... 198 00:17:01,954 --> 00:17:03,323 tackled me in a hug. 199 00:17:05,825 --> 00:17:10,197 Said she'd read the Rebels were in Pennsylvania 200 00:17:10,263 --> 00:17:13,933 and she dreamed that I was gonna die on a battlefield 201 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:15,068 at Gettysburg. 202 00:17:18,605 --> 00:17:20,807 That dirty, little liar saved my life. 203 00:17:28,615 --> 00:17:30,517 - Josef's leg got's to come off. 204 00:17:31,984 --> 00:17:33,853 We should do it now. 205 00:17:36,189 --> 00:17:37,056 - All right. 206 00:18:03,416 --> 00:18:04,317 - Thank you. 207 00:18:14,894 --> 00:18:16,996 So we do this now? 208 00:18:17,063 --> 00:18:18,965 - Not yet. 209 00:18:19,031 --> 00:18:22,101 Not till you're so drunk you can't see straight. 210 00:18:22,169 --> 00:18:24,737 Need about half that bottle in you. 211 00:18:24,804 --> 00:18:26,239 - I'm German. 212 00:18:26,306 --> 00:18:28,441 Half this bottle I'm just hitting my stride 213 00:18:43,290 --> 00:18:46,859 We had these stupid French running through the streets 214 00:18:46,926 --> 00:18:49,196 of Paris like dogs. 215 00:18:49,262 --> 00:18:52,632 A-le-a-le-a-le... 216 00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:56,236 - You know what the hell he's talking about? 217 00:18:57,804 --> 00:19:01,140 - Some battle. 218 00:19:01,208 --> 00:19:02,275 Don't matter. 219 00:19:02,342 --> 00:19:04,411 Sumbitch can drink that whiskey. 220 00:19:05,845 --> 00:19:08,315 What no one... understands about a battle 221 00:19:08,381 --> 00:19:10,116 is the noise. 222 00:19:11,918 --> 00:19:14,153 The noise of it... 223 00:19:14,221 --> 00:19:17,624 When they start, you can hear the man 224 00:19:17,690 --> 00:19:21,928 beside you scream over the bombs and rifles. 225 00:19:23,496 --> 00:19:29,769 Before long, you can't hear the bombs over the screams... 226 00:19:30,903 --> 00:19:32,205 - Now we're getting somewhere. 227 00:19:33,873 --> 00:19:35,375 Finish that last swig, Josef. 228 00:19:47,287 --> 00:19:48,187 - Fuck. 229 00:19:54,427 --> 00:19:56,128 That ain't one of yer good ones, is it? 230 00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:57,196 I don't have a good one. 231 00:20:03,135 --> 00:20:05,705 - No, no, I'm not ready. 232 00:20:16,816 --> 00:20:19,151 - You just lay right there and take a nap. 233 00:20:19,218 --> 00:20:20,620 We ain't starting nuthin'. 234 00:20:20,687 --> 00:20:21,754 - Don't you... 235 00:20:21,821 --> 00:20:23,590 - We ain't doing nuthin'. 236 00:20:23,656 --> 00:20:24,957 Just lay back and rest. 237 00:20:28,227 --> 00:20:29,629 Let's give him a few minutes. 238 00:20:44,544 --> 00:20:46,546 Y'all put your knees on his arms. 239 00:20:46,613 --> 00:20:49,282 Press your hands into his shoulders, hard. 240 00:20:49,349 --> 00:20:50,717 Thomas, you might need that. 241 00:20:53,353 --> 00:20:54,253 - Which leg you want? 242 00:20:54,321 --> 00:20:55,755 - I'm working the saw. 243 00:20:55,822 --> 00:20:57,590 - I got the cutting leg. 244 00:20:59,626 --> 00:21:02,829 He's gonna try to kick the life out of you when he comes to. 245 00:21:02,895 --> 00:21:04,331 - I don't think he's coming to. 246 00:21:04,397 --> 00:21:06,699 - Well, he's coming to. 247 00:21:06,766 --> 00:21:08,468 Okay Slow down. 248 00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:20,413 Cut around to the bone first, yeah? 249 00:21:22,349 --> 00:21:23,816 - I'd go right to the saw. 250 00:21:25,452 --> 00:21:27,219 - It'll heal better this way. 251 00:21:28,855 --> 00:21:29,722 - Okay. 252 00:21:32,592 --> 00:21:33,693 - All right, y'all get on him. 253 00:21:56,916 --> 00:21:57,950 - Hold on. 254 00:22:04,891 --> 00:22:07,560 Hold him! Hold him! 255 00:22:16,002 --> 00:22:17,136 - Oh, my God. 256 00:22:24,043 --> 00:22:25,512 Gotta bury that leg. 257 00:22:25,578 --> 00:22:27,780 He don't need to see a coyote running through the plains 258 00:22:27,847 --> 00:22:28,948 with his foot tomorrow. 259 00:22:32,785 --> 00:22:33,986 - Y'all can get up now. 260 00:22:36,856 --> 00:22:37,957 Are we in Montana? 261 00:22:45,297 --> 00:22:46,466 - Almost. 262 00:22:47,534 --> 00:22:48,668 - Hm. 263 00:22:48,735 --> 00:22:51,838 - Honey, you need to lay down. - Mm. 264 00:22:51,904 --> 00:22:55,074 - I'm cold. Wanna sit by the fire. 265 00:23:18,931 --> 00:23:20,332 There anything to eat? 266 00:23:21,834 --> 00:23:23,603 - I can sure make you something real quick. 267 00:23:38,250 --> 00:23:40,753 - I'm sure glad I didn't get shot in the leg. 268 00:23:51,731 --> 00:23:53,600 - Gonna have to hold out for about fifteen minutes. 269 00:23:56,335 --> 00:23:57,403 - I ain't going nowhere. 270 00:24:05,512 --> 00:24:07,046 - Fever's broke. 271 00:24:07,113 --> 00:24:10,850 Color's back too. That's good. 272 00:24:13,653 --> 00:24:15,221 How's the pain. 273 00:24:15,287 --> 00:24:18,525 - It's there, but not like it was. 274 00:24:24,531 --> 00:24:25,832 - You want some bacon? 275 00:24:27,466 --> 00:24:28,968 - Sure. 276 00:24:44,450 --> 00:24:46,519 Y'all made good time. 277 00:24:46,586 --> 00:24:49,221 Went from prairie to pine trees in a day. 278 00:24:50,389 --> 00:24:52,058 - We left the fort three days ago. 279 00:24:55,394 --> 00:24:56,729 - Oh. 280 00:25:00,266 --> 00:25:04,336 Slept my way here, I guess. - Yeah, honey. You sure did. 281 00:25:30,129 --> 00:25:33,800 - I'm not sure what Oregon looks like 282 00:25:33,866 --> 00:25:35,735 but I bet it don't look like this. 283 00:25:37,937 --> 00:25:40,039 Should have aimed for this place from the start. 284 00:25:42,208 --> 00:25:43,876 - I don't know what Oregon looks like either, honey, 285 00:25:43,943 --> 00:25:47,479 but this is hard to beat. 286 00:25:49,015 --> 00:25:52,084 - The only people who know what it looks like are already there. 287 00:25:54,754 --> 00:25:57,056 Funny, when you think about it. 288 00:25:59,558 --> 00:26:02,829 All those people from Europe... 289 00:26:02,895 --> 00:26:04,030 Don't speak our language... 290 00:26:05,965 --> 00:26:08,234 Don't know anything about this place. 291 00:26:08,300 --> 00:26:12,338 Risking their lives over rumors and dreams. 292 00:26:12,404 --> 00:26:15,842 - Rumors and dreams built this whole world, honey. 293 00:26:15,908 --> 00:26:17,744 Every inch of it. 294 00:26:21,814 --> 00:26:24,016 - Wanna know my greatest fear about dying? 295 00:26:26,018 --> 00:26:27,286 It's being forgotten. 296 00:26:28,988 --> 00:26:32,124 And I can't understand why cuz I won't be here 297 00:26:32,191 --> 00:26:34,694 to know anyone forgot me. 298 00:26:34,761 --> 00:26:36,629 But the thought is terrifying. 299 00:26:38,831 --> 00:26:40,532 What a silly thing to scare me. 300 00:26:41,668 --> 00:26:43,469 - Nobody's gonna forget you, Elsa. 301 00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:46,739 And you ain't dying. 302 00:26:49,041 --> 00:26:50,677 You should be dead. 303 00:26:50,743 --> 00:26:53,579 But you pay about as much attention to the rules of nature 304 00:26:53,646 --> 00:26:54,781 as you pay to mine. 305 00:26:59,151 --> 00:27:01,087 - You look at me like I'm dying. 306 00:27:03,322 --> 00:27:04,991 - I look at you for what you are-- 307 00:27:07,126 --> 00:27:09,228 the most important thing to me on this planet. 308 00:27:10,897 --> 00:27:12,699 And that comes with a lot of worry. 309 00:27:14,533 --> 00:27:15,868 Because I can't replace you. 310 00:27:21,607 --> 00:27:23,910 - The others were wrong not to come with us. 311 00:27:26,112 --> 00:27:27,680 You think they'll make it to Oregon? 312 00:27:29,949 --> 00:27:31,751 - I don't think they'll make it out of Wyoming. 313 00:27:37,189 --> 00:27:38,024 - Me neither. 314 00:27:44,663 --> 00:27:48,534 - We never spoke of dreams or death again. 315 00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:52,705 Never spoke of the Pioneers either. 316 00:27:52,772 --> 00:27:54,473 Because there was no need. 317 00:28:28,040 --> 00:28:29,341 Come on! Let's go! 318 00:28:48,227 --> 00:28:52,198 To survive the frontier, you must learn to recognize 319 00:28:52,264 --> 00:28:54,466 those who won't. 320 00:28:54,533 --> 00:28:58,370 And be weary of their doomed decisions. 321 00:28:58,437 --> 00:29:02,308 They are to be avoided at all costs, because their fear 322 00:29:02,374 --> 00:29:04,977 is tragedy's closest cousin. 323 00:29:05,044 --> 00:29:07,980 And tragedy is contagious in this place. 324 00:30:29,862 --> 00:30:32,098 - Shea! - Hold up here. 325 00:30:32,164 --> 00:30:33,065 Get ready. 326 00:30:37,469 --> 00:30:38,570 - In the foot locker! 327 00:31:06,632 --> 00:31:08,034 - She's hurt. 328 00:31:08,100 --> 00:31:12,404 - I know. Shot. Lakota arrow. 329 00:31:13,572 --> 00:31:15,707 - They been making war? 330 00:31:15,774 --> 00:31:17,576 - Somebody made war on them. 331 00:31:17,643 --> 00:31:19,778 They thought it was us. 332 00:31:19,845 --> 00:31:22,514 - What do your, uh, doctors say? 333 00:31:22,581 --> 00:31:24,183 - We have no doctors. 334 00:31:25,417 --> 00:31:26,752 - I'll get you a doctor. 335 00:31:33,759 --> 00:31:35,327 We need to put her in the creek. 336 00:31:35,394 --> 00:31:36,828 - It's too cold. 337 00:31:36,895 --> 00:31:39,531 She's got a fever. 338 00:31:39,598 --> 00:31:41,968 - Cold is what she needs. 339 00:31:42,034 --> 00:31:43,369 Stop the bleeding. 340 00:31:58,184 --> 00:32:00,452 That was quite the battle, huh? 341 00:32:00,519 --> 00:32:01,954 - Was a good one. - 342 00:32:04,890 --> 00:32:07,693 - You her father? 343 00:32:07,759 --> 00:32:08,827 - I can call him. 344 00:32:11,130 --> 00:32:11,998 - Call him. 345 00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:10,969 - You are her father. 346 00:36:11,036 --> 00:36:13,138 - I am. 347 00:36:13,205 --> 00:36:15,307 - What do you know of war? 348 00:36:17,909 --> 00:36:19,311 - More than I care to. 349 00:36:19,378 --> 00:36:20,946 - Mm. 350 00:36:21,012 --> 00:36:25,684 You know that the Lakota, they dip their arrows 351 00:36:25,751 --> 00:36:29,655 in manure, so a hit is fatal. 352 00:36:31,257 --> 00:36:34,125 And an arrow in the liver is for certain. 353 00:36:34,192 --> 00:36:38,096 - I know what's coming. 354 00:36:38,163 --> 00:36:39,898 I just... 355 00:36:39,965 --> 00:36:41,900 Where we put her in the ground is where we stay. 356 00:36:41,967 --> 00:36:44,236 And I gotta find that place fast. 357 00:36:44,303 --> 00:36:47,639 Otherwise I'm living out here in the sagebrush with you. 358 00:36:51,610 --> 00:36:54,813 I know a place for you. 359 00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:58,617 You go through that pass then you follow the river south. 360 00:37:02,020 --> 00:37:04,790 I used to hunt that valley as a boy. 361 00:37:06,592 --> 00:37:09,828 The winters are cruel, 362 00:37:09,895 --> 00:37:15,867 but the summer's are rich and a man who plans can thrive. 363 00:37:15,934 --> 00:37:18,169 And you look like a man who plans. 364 00:37:21,473 --> 00:37:22,608 - What's the valley called. 365 00:37:24,910 --> 00:37:29,114 - I don't know the word in your language, but it's, uh... 366 00:37:29,180 --> 00:37:32,684 When you die, you go there. 367 00:37:32,751 --> 00:37:33,752 - Heaven. 368 00:37:36,288 --> 00:37:39,024 - No, there's another word, it's not... 369 00:37:42,994 --> 00:37:44,363 - Paradise. 370 00:37:44,430 --> 00:37:51,202 - Yes, Paradise. Good name. 371 00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:57,142 that in seven generations 372 00:37:57,208 --> 00:38:00,746 my people will rise up, and take it back from you. 373 00:38:00,812 --> 00:38:03,081 - In seven generations you can have it. 374 00:38:03,148 --> 00:38:04,049 - Mm. 375 00:38:09,321 --> 00:38:11,423 How long's the trip? 376 00:38:11,490 --> 00:38:13,692 Depends how fast you ride. 377 00:38:13,759 --> 00:38:18,797 But with that wagon, it will take a week. 378 00:38:18,864 --> 00:38:21,032 and she doesn't have that. 379 00:38:25,337 --> 00:38:29,608 Some day my family might seek to hunt that valley 380 00:38:31,343 --> 00:38:36,915 and if they do, you remember me. 381 00:38:36,982 --> 00:38:37,983 And you let them. 382 00:38:40,085 --> 00:38:41,620 - Your family can hunt the day I get there 383 00:38:41,687 --> 00:38:43,021 and every day after. 384 00:38:43,088 --> 00:38:45,591 - Mm. Good. 385 00:39:03,174 --> 00:39:04,109 Feel better? 386 00:39:09,948 --> 00:39:11,617 - You lied. 387 00:39:16,722 --> 00:39:17,656 - I'm sorry. 388 00:39:23,795 --> 00:39:25,964 - I'm dying. 389 00:39:26,031 --> 00:39:27,966 - I know, honey. 390 00:39:45,817 --> 00:39:47,252 - Make me a promise. 391 00:39:49,054 --> 00:39:49,988 - Anything. 392 00:39:51,990 --> 00:39:55,761 - Let me choose the spot. Please? 393 00:39:57,929 --> 00:39:58,897 - Yeah, honey. 394 00:40:04,202 --> 00:40:05,637 You choose the spot. 395 00:40:48,446 --> 00:40:52,350 - They're fine. Ate good. 396 00:40:52,417 --> 00:40:55,554 Went right to sleep. 397 00:40:55,621 --> 00:40:59,324 - They haven't spoken since their father died... 398 00:40:59,390 --> 00:41:00,526 in Texas. 399 00:41:02,460 --> 00:41:04,730 - I couldn't get them to shut up. 400 00:41:09,100 --> 00:41:10,101 - They talk to you? 401 00:41:11,703 --> 00:41:12,704 - All the time. 402 00:41:15,173 --> 00:41:20,712 Ask about what's this sound and this animal... 403 00:41:23,815 --> 00:41:25,884 What's Oregon like... 404 00:41:27,819 --> 00:41:29,555 - They won't talk to me. 405 00:41:29,621 --> 00:41:30,556 For months. 406 00:41:32,290 --> 00:41:33,792 Guess I'd blame me too. 407 00:41:33,859 --> 00:41:35,160 - Ain't blame. 408 00:41:37,796 --> 00:41:39,497 They just don't know what to say. 409 00:41:41,933 --> 00:41:44,002 After all they seen you go through. 410 00:41:46,872 --> 00:41:50,108 It's the journey that keeps them from talking with you. 411 00:41:52,778 --> 00:41:58,950 To them, you're this, this giant egg... 412 00:41:59,017 --> 00:42:00,986 They're terrified is gonna break. 413 00:42:03,555 --> 00:42:07,025 They talk to me cuz 414 00:42:07,092 --> 00:42:08,894 they couldn't care less if I break. 415 00:42:11,863 --> 00:42:13,131 And that's fine. 416 00:42:16,602 --> 00:42:18,637 Guess I don't care too much myself. 417 00:42:22,273 --> 00:42:24,209 - What happens in Oregon? 418 00:42:24,275 --> 00:42:26,444 - Don't know a thing about Oregon. 419 00:42:27,979 --> 00:42:29,514 - With us, I mean. 420 00:42:31,482 --> 00:42:35,921 - Figure we find a valley with, uh... 421 00:42:35,987 --> 00:42:38,724 some good water 422 00:42:38,790 --> 00:42:39,991 no people. 423 00:42:42,794 --> 00:42:45,731 Then we stake it out and make it ours. 424 00:42:49,300 --> 00:42:51,136 And your boys will talk to you again. 425 00:42:54,572 --> 00:42:56,041 Cuz the journey's over. 426 00:43:24,269 --> 00:43:26,004 - I've lost a daughter too. 427 00:43:31,643 --> 00:43:33,679 Time will come when you blame yourself. 428 00:43:36,314 --> 00:43:37,548 Think it's your fault. 429 00:43:39,484 --> 00:43:41,119 For giving her so much rein. 430 00:43:44,022 --> 00:43:45,423 And maybe it is your fault... 431 00:43:49,094 --> 00:43:52,030 But I'll say this-- 432 00:43:52,097 --> 00:43:55,000 I've watched this girl for the last six months 433 00:43:55,066 --> 00:43:57,268 and she has outlived us all. 434 00:43:59,705 --> 00:44:05,643 I'm 75 years old and she has out-smiled me, 435 00:44:05,711 --> 00:44:11,516 out-loved me, out-fought me... 436 00:44:11,582 --> 00:44:15,620 She's outlived me. 437 00:44:15,687 --> 00:44:17,622 She's out-lived all of us. 438 00:44:22,560 --> 00:44:25,931 - She wants to pick the spot where she's buried. 439 00:44:29,968 --> 00:44:32,603 She wants to choose it. Put eyes on it. 440 00:44:37,776 --> 00:44:40,045 These wagons won't make the trip in time. 441 00:44:43,581 --> 00:44:46,151 My boy can't make the trip on horseback. 442 00:44:46,217 --> 00:44:48,153 - Mm-hm. 443 00:44:48,219 --> 00:44:49,654 - And I gave her my word. 444 00:44:49,721 --> 00:44:54,259 I can't let her life end with me breaking it. 445 00:44:55,994 --> 00:45:01,232 And I have absolutely no idea how to tell my wife... 446 00:45:01,299 --> 00:45:04,669 I gotta take her daughter away from her.... 447 00:45:04,736 --> 00:45:07,739 To die... 448 00:45:07,806 --> 00:45:09,908 And she can't go. 449 00:45:13,511 --> 00:45:15,747 She'll hear the logic in it from you. 450 00:45:18,750 --> 00:45:23,288 From me, all she'll hear is the cruelty in it. 451 00:45:29,227 --> 00:45:30,628 You think you can do that for me? 452 00:45:33,264 --> 00:45:34,099 Please... 453 00:45:40,171 --> 00:45:43,208 - Yeah. 454 00:45:43,274 --> 00:45:44,709 I can do that for ya. 455 00:46:15,406 --> 00:46:16,241 Ma'am? 456 00:46:22,780 --> 00:46:26,184 - So, what is my husband too scared to ask me? 457 00:46:30,721 --> 00:46:33,724 - He promised your daughter she could choose where she dies. 458 00:46:35,460 --> 00:46:36,828 And that's where you build the ranch. 459 00:46:41,266 --> 00:46:43,101 But it's a week's drive on a wagon. 460 00:46:44,402 --> 00:46:45,470 She ain't got a week. 461 00:46:47,538 --> 00:46:48,974 Horse can make it in two days. 462 00:46:51,676 --> 00:46:53,578 - Still haven't heard a question. 463 00:46:55,380 --> 00:47:01,352 - Well, I really don't know what the question is , ma'am. 464 00:47:05,256 --> 00:47:07,625 I guess the question is, are you willing to say goodbye 465 00:47:07,692 --> 00:47:08,526 to her here. 466 00:47:12,330 --> 00:47:14,599 - Men are such fucking cowards. 467 00:47:28,346 --> 00:47:30,581 - It ain't cowardice, ma'am. 468 00:47:30,648 --> 00:47:33,018 It's a shame that the question's even being asked. 469 00:47:35,286 --> 00:47:37,655 - When do they leave? 470 00:47:37,722 --> 00:47:38,789 - Should leave in the morning. 471 00:47:59,344 --> 00:48:00,245 - I'm sorry. 472 00:48:04,749 --> 00:48:05,816 Ain't no other way. 473 00:50:02,633 --> 00:50:03,568 - I love you. 474 00:50:04,669 --> 00:50:05,636 - I love you both. 475 00:50:06,737 --> 00:50:07,672 With all my heart. 476 00:50:09,507 --> 00:50:10,841 - I'll see you in the valley, mama. 477 00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:13,411 - See you there. 478 00:50:35,300 --> 00:50:37,268 - I hope you prove 'em all wrong. 479 00:50:37,335 --> 00:50:41,339 Hope you laugh about this in twenty years. 480 00:50:41,406 --> 00:50:43,674 Laugh at all of us for doubting you. 481 00:50:43,741 --> 00:50:44,942 - Well, if I can't... 482 00:50:48,313 --> 00:50:49,814 I'll come meet you on the beach. 483 00:50:51,182 --> 00:50:52,417 - I'll save you a spot. 484 00:50:57,122 --> 00:50:58,423 We'll be right behind you. 485 00:51:00,925 --> 00:51:02,427 - Keep 'em close. 486 00:51:02,493 --> 00:51:03,861 - Like they were my own. 487 00:52:43,060 --> 00:52:45,496 This way. Here. 488 00:53:07,352 --> 00:53:08,253 Stop. 489 00:53:20,898 --> 00:53:22,132 This is the spot. 490 00:53:24,402 --> 00:53:25,336 - Where do you want to go? 491 00:53:28,306 --> 00:53:29,374 - Against the tree. 492 00:54:15,252 --> 00:54:16,721 Let's just sit here and... 493 00:54:20,090 --> 00:54:21,091 Rest for a bit. 494 00:54:23,794 --> 00:54:24,862 - You want a blanket? 495 00:54:26,764 --> 00:54:27,698 - No. 496 00:54:29,334 --> 00:54:30,635 You be the blanket. 497 00:54:38,108 --> 00:54:39,644 What's your first memory? 498 00:54:42,880 --> 00:54:46,417 - I was...probably three I reckon. 499 00:54:49,520 --> 00:54:51,088 My daddy had an apprentice. 500 00:54:52,990 --> 00:54:55,059 And he was banging horse shoes. 501 00:54:57,962 --> 00:54:59,263 I remember the sparks. 502 00:55:04,034 --> 00:55:09,106 He looked up at me and he smiled... 503 00:55:09,173 --> 00:55:13,844 put his hands over his eyes, and said "peekaboo I see you," 504 00:55:18,015 --> 00:55:20,951 then he covered his eyes with his hands, 505 00:55:21,018 --> 00:55:23,287 and he said you can't see me." 506 00:55:23,354 --> 00:55:24,254 "Where am I." 507 00:55:28,659 --> 00:55:29,860 I didn't understand the game, 508 00:55:31,996 --> 00:55:36,266 I mean, he was hiding behind his hands. 509 00:55:36,333 --> 00:55:38,536 And I could see him. 510 00:55:38,603 --> 00:55:40,037 Plain as day. 511 00:55:44,942 --> 00:55:46,577 And I thought he was a fool. 512 00:55:51,982 --> 00:55:53,050 - Mine was... 513 00:55:58,689 --> 00:56:00,525 All of these birds... 514 00:56:07,965 --> 00:56:09,500 In the field behind the house. 515 00:56:12,302 --> 00:56:13,971 Right after a rain. 516 00:56:22,480 --> 00:56:23,914 Pecking at the ground. 517 00:56:27,452 --> 00:56:28,953 Pulling out worms. 518 00:56:33,524 --> 00:56:35,025 And I thought... 519 00:56:38,262 --> 00:56:44,068 "How smart. Wait for the rain to soften the earth." 520 00:56:50,575 --> 00:56:52,710 I just thought that was so smart. 521 00:56:56,614 --> 00:57:00,585 - You were right, honey. That was smart. 522 00:57:37,955 --> 00:57:40,190 - You birds sure are smart. 523 00:57:47,598 --> 00:57:48,499 - Honey... 524 00:57:50,467 --> 00:57:51,969 Honey... 525 00:57:59,343 --> 00:58:01,211 - I understand it now. 526 00:58:03,380 --> 00:58:04,414 - Understand what? 527 00:58:06,216 --> 00:58:07,785 - I know what it is. 528 00:58:10,855 --> 00:58:12,456 And I'm not scared. 529 00:58:15,392 --> 00:58:17,161 I'm not scared, daddy. 530 01:00:18,382 --> 01:00:19,316 - This is it. 531 01:00:22,586 --> 01:00:24,354 - Mama! There's a river! 532 01:00:27,391 --> 01:00:28,826 - Is it too far? 533 01:00:28,893 --> 01:00:30,594 - Ain't nothing too far for us. 534 01:00:33,263 --> 01:00:35,966 You want the river... 535 01:00:36,033 --> 01:00:37,267 I'll stake you a river. 536 01:01:13,804 --> 01:01:15,205 - Just look at that, Helen. 537 01:01:17,207 --> 01:01:18,308 Isn't that beautiful... 538 01:02:14,164 --> 01:02:16,867 - There is a moment where your dreams and your memories 539 01:02:16,934 --> 01:02:20,805 merge together, and form a perfect world. 540 01:02:22,672 --> 01:02:25,542 That is Heaven. 541 01:02:25,609 --> 01:02:27,912 And each Heaven is unique. 542 01:02:27,978 --> 01:02:29,613 It is the world of you. 543 01:02:34,184 --> 01:02:38,455 The land is filled with all you hold dear 544 01:02:38,522 --> 01:02:40,724 and the sky is your imagination. 545 01:03:09,586 --> 01:03:15,292 My Heaven is filled with good horses and open plains 546 01:03:15,359 --> 01:03:19,296 and wild cattle and a man who loves me. 547 01:03:27,571 --> 01:03:28,638 - Race ya. 548 01:03:43,854 --> 01:03:46,156 It is always sunrise in my world... 549 01:03:48,192 --> 01:03:50,160 And there are no storms. 550 01:03:51,595 --> 01:03:53,163 I am the only lighting. 551 01:04:03,140 --> 01:04:04,308 I know death now. 552 01:04:06,643 --> 01:04:07,577 I've seen it. 553 01:04:09,379 --> 01:04:10,780 It had no fangs. 554 01:04:12,682 --> 01:04:14,018 It smiled at me. 555 01:04:16,786 --> 01:04:18,889 And it was beautiful.